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Thursday, November 20, 2025

November 20th, 2025

      Some mornings hit me with a blindsided block.

I woke up suddenly with a clogged nose and a jammed up left ear from sleeping hard on the same side all night. Walk into the kitchen to make some coffee and stare dumbfounded at that Chalkboard... and the words just won’t come.
Happens to all of us, even the bastard who has written a few thousand of these things.
“Risk is always better than regret.” That isn't philosophy, but the truth in life.
Risk is walking into the unknown with your chin up. Regret is walking away from the moment and then spending the next ten years wishing you had a do over. Every good thing I ever grabbed in this life came from stepping toward something instead of away from it. Jobs, opportunity, kids, love. Even the screw-ups taught me more than sitting safely on my hands ever did. My Oldman always told me that I would make a shit ton of mistakes in life. Make sure you learn from them the first time and pray to God it isn't an expensive lesson. The older you get the more expensive mistakes become.
The sky is nothing but gray again today. That heavy November lid that hangs over Chicagoland like an old drop cloth. Sunrise at 6:47 comes in a drab gray this morning with darkness coming quick at 4:26 this afternoon. I hate going to the grocery after work in the dark.
Tucked in the Grabber section of the Morning Chalkboard is the real anchor: amorem firmiter tene. Latin for hold fast to love. Not the easy, sweet kind, but the stubborn kind. The kind you stand your ground for. The kind you carry even when the world feels cold and cluttered.
So if you are starting discombobulated this morning, here is the way out:
Take the risk.
Make the move.
Step firmly into the day.
Regret has never done a damn thing for you.




Wednesday, November 19, 2025

November 19th, 2025

    Some mornings don’t really start fresh.

They carry the remnants of whatever rattled around in your head the night before. The worries, the hopes, the noise, the mishaps. The beat of last night didn’t vanish just because the clock flipped.
We don’t get clean slates...
....we get continuity.
I gotta go get another piece of chalk. This one isn't flowing as smoothly as I would like. Less than a month and I get to go over to Uncle Ira's and spin dreidels and eat sufganiyot. The festival of light will also ring in longer days. Albeit, we will be stuck with sunsets at 4:20 for a week or so, but the days will get longer around the last candle on the menorah being lit.
Mazel Tov you Chalkheads. Try to find astonishment on Humpday. A week from tomorrow is Gobble Gobble.




Tuesday, November 18, 2025

November 18th, 2025

 I was in high school when the song dropped that I chalked today.

It was the perfect anthem for a bunch of kids who thought Animal House was a lifestyle guide. Keggers in the forest preserve. Beer bongs that could empty a six-pack in one pull. Toga parties in the dead of winter. We partied in 1983 like it already was 1999, because back then thirty-something felt a lifetime away.
1999 showed up faster than expected, stayed shorter than a sparkler on the Fourth of July, and disappeared in the rearview mirror even quicker. I haven’t owned a keg tap in years and my toga is long gone. I actually had an Izod toga. My Gramma cut the alligator and tag off an old shirt and stitched them onto a sheet. She even ironed my custom toga for a homecoming party at Dear Old Cathedral.
God bless her… she never had a clue about the debauchery that toga survived.
Those kids from the early eighties grew up. Most lived to see the real 1999, and honestly, it was anticlimactic, like most things we build up in our heads, but the memories still have some juice left. I still have a beer bong, and there is a video floating around out there of me hammering one after a Sox game. Standing in the ruins of a tailgate like a middle-aged warrior reliving the glory days.
These days, partying like it’s 1999 is tough to pull off when your lights are out by 8:45. Prince is gone and my classmates have scattered, but the song still puts a little pep in my step when it pops up on the car radio.
I would like to go to one more kegger in the woods... toga, sunburn, solo cups, boom boxes and evading the local police. I will bring my beer bong and a keg of Old Style.
I sure hope heaven has toga parties. That will be a reunion worth showing up early for.
Alright Chalkheads, it’s raining as I chalk this. Grab your umbrella, square your shoulders, and stay brave.







Monday, November 17, 2025

November 17th, 2025

 I’m one of those golfers who says it’s better to be lucky than good. I got a job in the bond room because I was in the right place at the right time. I won the lottery when I met my wife and I picked up more than a couple girls by accident rather than on purpose.

Which reminds me of something the Oldman told me when I was eighteen or nineteen,
“Moose, all girls have sex. Some more than others.”
Big Don used a different word than sex, but you get the point and he was right.
Timing matters.
Luck helps, but hard work and integrity are what people remember.
I hate golf. I only go for the camaraderie, the cart girl, and the cigar. I should swap my golf score with my bowling score.
That job in the Ten-Year pit? Sure, I got it because I happened to walk by when a guy just got fired, but I kept it because I worked my ass off and showed integrity.
Did I win the lottery when I met my ex? I sure as hell did and I invested every bit of it into the Shepkids.
Here is another gem the Oldman taught me:
If a girl is generous enough, or stupid enough to think you are special and offers a little tenderness, make her feel like she made the right decision and keep her in your life somehow.
That is why most of my girlfriends are still my friends. Except for one, the lottery ticket. She thinks I’m a jagoff, but our children love me, and even her mother likes me.
That’s a win in my book.
Work hard, be honest, get lucky every once in a while and astonishing results follow.
Today is going to be a gorgeous autumn day. With the holidays closing in fast, I figured I’d give you Chalkheads a little heads-up on timing.
Rise and Shine, here is your Monday morning earworm, courtesy of Daft Punk:
We’re up all night ’til the sun
We’re up all night to get some
We’re up all night for good fun
We’re up all night to get lucky.




Sunday, November 16, 2025

November 16th, 2025

  There is a line in the Allman Brothers’ song "Melissa" that hits harder the older I get... “There are no blankets where he lies.”

It is written about a drifter, a man who sleeps wherever he lands, with nothing but the cold ground and whatever thoughts keep him company. Good line, great song, but that has never been my life. I’m no gypsy soul roaming from town to town. I don’t drift and I never wander aimlessly. My compass doesn’t spin in circles, but lines up on lighted streets near a lake.
I’m grounded by home, by work, by the Shepkids, by the streets and sidewalks that grid this city and hold my memories like stitching. My blanket isn’t something I pack in a knapsack. My blanket is everything that built me, raised me, and still puts its hand on my shoulder when the world gets loud.
Blankets aren’t just cloth. they are the things we wrap around ourselves emotionally:
home
love
routine
faith
family
friends
a warm bed
a familiar kitchen
a transistor radio
a Shepkid's voice in the next room
In the grabber corner on today’s Chalkboard sits the birthdate of the man who gave me one of my first blankets. My Oldman, Donald Joseph Aloysius Shepley, born November 16th, 1935. That man was my first shelter. My first sense of safety. My first understanding that the world may be cold, but you don’t have to sleep in it alone.
He taught me how to stand up straight, how to work, how to pray, how to carry my last name with pride and how to see through the noise.
He taught me that a man doesn’t need to run to find himself. He just needs to show up, day after day, where he is supposed to be. He showed me that familiarity isn’t weakness... it is strength. Routine isn’t dull... it is the structure that holds the roof up. Home isn’t walls, but the feeling you get when you open the door and step into the life you have built.
... And to all you Chalkheads out there on this crisp November morning. If you are looking for a little comfort, a little stability, a little warmth... grab your blanket.
My blanket was seeing the tiny crescent moon outside my bedroom window and smelling coffee percolate on the stove top.
Halfway through November and getting close to the Gobble-Gobble......... Gusto and astonishment await.




Saturday, November 15, 2025

November 15th, 2025

 Today we have a Hemingway quote on The Morning Chalkboard.

There comes a point in a man’s life when the only competition left is the reflection staring back at him while he’s brushing his teeth at four in the morning. You can blame society, age, ex-wives, kids, colleagues, your parents, the world, whatever. Deep down you know the truth... the real fight is always with your former self.
That is why the quote today rings true.
It isn’t pretty.
It isn’t poetic.
It is pure Papa.
The daily grind of trying to be just a hair better than the guy you were yesterday. That is definitely no small task. Especially at this stage of life when the body creaks, patience thins, and the miles on the odometer can’t be erased.
It took me a few years to realize that the world doesn’t hand out do-overs. We all get one sunrise a day, and you either use it or lose it. Today’s sunrise is at 6:41 AM, same for everyone in Chicagoland.
Some folks roll over.
Some folks complained.
Some folks get up and try again. Because they know damn well that yesterday doesn’t owe us a thing.
Every scar, every mistake and every stupid decision are dead weight if carried like an anchor. Instead, use them as stepping stones, then you are walking forward, not backward. Just the quiet resolve to show up, grind, and improve by inches is true nobility.
Take today's quote for what it is... a mirror.
Look at it, own it, and outdo the person you were yesterday.
Inch by inch.
Day by day.
Mother Nature gives us a crack at warmth today. Store it up and rub it all over your body. The moon is waning into newness. Use that as a chance at a do-over. Every month has a new moon and an opportunity to find newness as well.




Friday, November 14, 2025

November 14th, 2025

 The distance to here is short.

As I got older, I started realizing how true that is. All that running around I did as a kid, all the wandering I did in my twenties, all the detours, all the screw-ups, all the victories, every curve in the road eventually dropped me right back at my front door.
The whole map of your life folds tighter and tighter until you can see that the thing you were trying to reach was never that far away.
That is the part nobody tells you when you are young. They say chase the whale, chase the dream, chase the thing on the horizon.
Ishmael didn’t understand what the hell he was chasing until it had already swallowed half the ship. He opens Moby Dick with “Call me Ishmael,” and the rest of the story is just one long reminder that some quests take you halfway around the world just to show you the truth you already knew. The distance, in the end, is always shorter than the journey you imagined.
... And the distance to here, this exact spot, turned out to be pretty damn short after all.
It is Friday and it is going to be gorgeous in Chicagoland. Gusto with friends, astonishment with the world, flavor in the crock pot and love between the sheets.... book it Danno!




Thursday, November 13, 2025

November 13th, 2025

 There is an awkward tension in that line on the Chalkboard today, “Waiting sharpens the truth ahead.”

Patience is supposed to be noble, virtuous, the sort of thing our grampa preaches about from his rocking chair. Let’s not bullshit ourselves here. The clock isn’t slowing down for any of us. Every sunrise comes a minute later, every sunset a minute earlier and the truth doesn't sharpen with time. It isn’t some grand revelation waiting at the end of the rainbow. It is the simple stuff that we have been circling for decades.
We wait for a “better moment.”
We wait for “after the holidays.”
We wait for the New Year like it is a magic reset button.
...But you and I both know the New Year doesn’t hand out miracles.
It doesn’t bring goodness wrapped in a bow, and it sure as hell doesn’t fix the parts of us that we have ignored for eleven months. January 1st shows up whether we are ready or not. All it really offers is a clean slate... nothing more, nothing less.
The truth is sharpened long before the ball drops. It is sharpened in the way we handle disappointment, in the way we get back up, in the way we love the people who rely on us. Especially on the days when we are bone ass tired.
Maybe patience isn’t about waiting for a moment to change. Maybe it’s about giving yourself enough quiet to hear what is already there. A New Year doesn’t deliver truth; it just turns the lights back on so you can see what you have been avoiding.
Forty-eight days until that calendar flips into 2026. Don’t wait for it to save you. Use the time to sharpen what already matters: your work, your purpose, your kids, your faith in something bigger than all this useless noise.
The truth ahead doesn't feel sorry for itself and it sure as hell doesn't wallow in the mud.




Wednesday, November 12, 2025

November 12th, 2025

 Short and sweet on Humpday.

I put a sun with a smile on the Chalkboard this morning and Chicagoland will feel the warmth and security of Dick Butkus for a high temperature.
It is French Dip Day, and I will always have a fondness for the Broker’s Inn French Dip. Served on a crusty loaf of bread with tender pieces of beef perfectly seasoned. Either plain or with mozzarella and green peppers. Always accompanied by a bowl of rich au jus.
Where can we get a good French Dip today?
Alright you Chalkheads. Get some sun on your face this afternoon before it quickly disappears into the horizon. Making room for a glance at the Northern Lights.




Tuesday, November 11, 2025

November 11th, 2025

 Today is Veterans Day, Armistice Day, Remembrance Day.

For it was on this day, at the eleventh hour of the eleventh day of the eleventh month that The Great War would cease. It is also on this day that my family remembers the life of PopPop, who passed two years ago today.

In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.
We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie,
In Flanders fields.
Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

Lest we forget..................




Monday, November 10, 2025

November 10th, 2025

 The first job I had on the trading floor was with a little outfit called Index Futures.

I was a runner in the grain room. I proudly wore a gray trading jacket with yellow piping on the lapel. I was a snot-nosed kid trying to figure out where my life was pointed. I worked alongside a guy named Hank. Back then, I didn’t have the words for it, but looking back now, Hank was almost certainly on the spectrum. He was a smart kid who was just wired a little differently.
The desk was run by three guys in their early thirties who thought they were wolves, but really, they were assclowns. They picked on Hank and tried to shove me around too. I remember thinking... How are these grown men still acting like eighth graders?
One Saturday, my Oldman and I sat down for breakfast at the diner in downtown Oak Park, right across from the bank. I told him I was ready to quit. I could easily find another job on the floor.
Before I could finish the sentence, he shut that idea down.
That was when the father part kicked in. He told me something I didn’t want to hear but needed to:
Anywhere you go in life, you are going to run into a brown-noser, a backstabber, someone who talks tough but folds quick. There will always be a prick with no integrity and a selfish agenda.
You don’t run from that.
You learn how to handle it.
You learn how to carry yourself around it.
So I stayed.
I stopped taking any nonsense from those thirty-something “adults.” I kept an eye on Hank and in time, those three jagoffs were gone. I built a life down there, a career, a name. Hank stayed on the floor for a long time. He passed a couple years back. I think about him more than I expected I would.
Funny thing about age: a thirty-two-year-old once looked like a grown man to me. Now I know they were just kids who hadn’t figured out how to act yet either.
Here is the lesson today, Chalkheads...
...You don’t always get to choose the room, but you damn sure get to choose the way you stand in it.
My neighborhood woke up to the first snowfall this morning. Just a dusting, but enough to remind us winter doesn’t ask permission. If you need a soundtrack for a November Monday morning like this, cue up Gordon Lightfoot. Might as well feel the season and recall those twenty-nine lives.
And tomorrow, get your flag out. It is Armistice Day.
Lest we forget.




Sunday, November 9, 2025

November 9th, 2025

 I turned to the guy standing next to me in the trading office last week and said, “It’s crazy. I can remember things from fifty years ago clear as day.”

That is when it hit me. Fifty years ago tomorrow is when the Edmund Fitzgerald went down in Lake Superior. I remember Fahey Flynn reporting about it on Channel 7. That is how I learned where Lake Superior was on the map, tracing it with a little kid finger above the lake that wasn't far from my front door, Lake Michigan. I remember the Bears had a rookie running back named Walter Payton. Within those cold months of late 1975, I learned about shipwrecks and greatness. Not much later a new poster of Sweetness hung above my dresser. I wish I still had that poster.
But that’s the thing. In your head, fifty years ago is Prohibition and the Depression, not Watergate.
Not Billy Beer.
Not "Jaws" or "The Bad News Bears."
Not my first trip up the Sears Tower.
Not the Christmas I got “The Duke” football from Santa. That ball was as hard as a cannonball. If you landed on it wrong during smear-the-queer, you would have a bruise in the shape of Texas for a week. So we beat the hell out of each other with a Nerf instead. That new lime colored foam thing that could survive a war at the neighborhood playground.
Fifty years ago was also the time that I started noticing boobies. Turns out Marcia Brady had them the whole time, I just finally noticed once "The Brady Bunch" went into syndication. Carly Simon had banana ones, Raquel Welch watermelon ones. That is what sucks about being a grown up...
... you can't compare breast to fruit anymore.
Back to why this came up. Twenty-nine men met Heaven’s Gate seventeen miles north of Whitefish Point, Michigan. I can still see my Oldman explaining the whole thing to my Ma in the living room. They were ancient to me then, maybe late thirties. My gramma, who ended up living to 106, was only sixty-nine at the time.
And in that same era, my bedroom was being painted red, white, and blue for the Bicentennial coming up in 1976. My dresser, my walls, even the plywood flag my father cut by hand. America was everywhere.
But fifty years moves fast.
The Fitzgerald is just a footnote now. The people who raised me are gone. Walter ran for touchdowns until 1987, and his poster eventually was replaced by Farrah Fawcett. Staring down at me like a sun you couldn’t stare at too long.
One day you are throwing wobbly passes at the playground. Next thing, you’re the guy in the trading office telling stories from the olden days.
Those twenty-nine seamen have been strolling in eternal rest for half a century. Maybe when I get there, I’ll see Farrah? I'm sure Walter is still breaking tackles.
My parents who ended up divorced are spending eternity together. Which means that I will end up in the same place with the mother of the Shepkids. The joke is on us Chalkheads. Maybe instead of watching the timer, we need to love more, hate less and forgive one another?!?!
Snow is starting to fall lightly in the Divorced Dad District. The Bears are home on a cold, stubborn November afternoon. Veterans Day is this week, the day the world agreed to stop killing each other. Lest we forget.
Put the scraper back in your car. See the beauty in the first blast of winter.
And remember...
...fifty years ago, we were the kids skitching behind the bumper of a car.
Time flies. It always has.



Saturday, November 8, 2025

November 8th, 2025

 People are giving me heat for stepping away from Facebook.

Let me make this plain: everything is fine in the Divorced Dad District. Nobody needs to send in a rescue squad. I didn’t leave because I’m broken. I left because I could feel myself slipping into the same trap I complain about in my own home.
I would have the phone in my hand checking Facebook like a reflex. Couldn’t go ten minutes without scrolling. Hard to bark at Hazel about TikTok or Fritz stacking fake blocks on MindCraft when I’m doing the adult version of the same thing. If you are going to set rules, you’d better follow a few yourself. Otherwise, you are just the guy who talks and doesn’t do.
So I hit delete.
Not the account.
Just the app on my phone.
I needed a little distance. A winter mode. A chance to tighten the bolts and get quiet for a while. Not everything needs to be screamed out loud like we once did on the trading floor.
I’ll tell you something that surprised me: once I said I was stepping back, people came out of nowhere to tell me how much this Chalkboard means to them. I didn’t know it was landing like that. I didn’t know it was the first thing some folks look at every day. I didn’t know the words were traveling farther than my kitchen wall.
A thousand hits a day, plus everyone on Facebook, and half of you never said a word until you thought it might stop. That meant something to me. More than I’ll admit publicly. Oh wait, I just did!
So don’t panic. I’ll still be here every morning. Coffee, quiet house, chalk on the fingers.
You’ll still get your JumboLove.
Just not in real time.



Friday, November 7, 2025

November 7th, 2025

    He is well beyond the days of his youth.

Not old, not young, not senile, not naive.
Just in that stretch of life where the miles show in the legs and the memory holds a thousand closing bells, a thousand fast markets, a thousand mornings when the trading floor opened like a bat out of hell. He came up in the noise, in the sweat, in the pit where a man’s voice and his word mattered more than any spreadsheet.
Open outcry was its own religion.
The floor was a church with quick hands, sharp eyes, and fast instincts. The weak didn’t last, the unsure got run over and those who stood, day after day, year after year.... those were the men who built something real.
He was one of them.
Then the world changed.
The trading pits went quiet.
The floor emptied out.
They turned the screens into the battlefield and took away the roar. What once was a storm of humanity became a whisper of keystrokes in a room lit by monitors. He adapted, not because he wanted to, but because that is what a working man does. He doesn’t get the luxury of quitting when the game changes. He adjusts the stance, squares the shoulders, and digs in again and again.
Now he works in a trading office tucked miles west of the lake. A place where on clear days he can still see the city’s outline, just a faint blue ridge on the horizon. The distant building doesn't have a statue of a Greek goddess on the roof, but inside, every day, he shows up.
He puts in the hours.
He calls the bids and offers.
He fills the orders.
He does the job.
And the job has taken its toll. The long grind, the early mornings, the market cycles that don’t care about fairness, loyalty, or how hard a man tries.
Because he is from the era where a man keeps his chin up, even when the lungs burned. Where you didn’t show weakness, not in the pit, not in the locker room, not at the kitchen table. You walked forward, even if the steps hurt.
But he is not done.
He wants a few more good years. Just enough time to show his kids what finishing looks like. Enough time to stand on his own two feet and not let the last chapter be written by someone else’s hand. He wants to retire where he is, not bouncing around like a quarterback trying to squeeze one more season out of a worn-out arm in some other town, wearing a jersey that never quite fits. He wants to walk off the field with the same colors he fought for.
“What are the damn chances?” he says.
About fate.
About curves in the road.
About how life is shaped by things you can’t see coming.
The chances are whatever they are. Fate doesn’t explain itself. A man only controls how he responds.
So he laces up again tomorrow. Shoulders the weight. Does the job.
Not to prove them wrong.
To prove himself right.






Thursday, November 6, 2025

November 6th, 2025

 Let’s get back to a normal Morning Chalkboard.

The last couple days I did my best impression of Ernest Hemingway. I’m a big adjective guy and Papa didn’t have much use for them. It was tough to bang out seven-hundred-word stories without modifying my nouns.
Many of you might have received an email from me in the past. You noticed that I didn’t use pronouns, but had adjectives in my signature.
I use gregarious and grateful as my two adjectives.
That is how I roll.
I don’t cut myself short with he or him. I go for the gusto and let you know that I am a sociable and thankful man.
“Redbeans and Ricely yours, John S. Shepley (gregarious/grateful)”
I will have to admit that I stole that line in my signature from Louis Armstrong.
Damn, it’s three o’clock in the morning and I want a plate of redbeans. Actually, a bowl of chicken and sausage gumbo would hit the spot right about now.
Let’s get this Thursday started. I’m going to make some coffee and stand under the remainder of the Beaver Moon. I do it every month. It gets a little cold in the winter and I can’t afford much more shrinkage at my age.
Anyway, TMI…. Go get some nachos today and find something astonishing.




Wednesday, November 5, 2025

November 5th, 2025

 “The Moon Over Both Shores”

The moon rose slowly that night, heavy and low over the river. It hung there like a coin flipped by someone unseen, deciding who would win and who would lose.
On one bank, the people shouted.
On the other, they shouted back.
Between them, the current carried away the words until only the frogs and the crickets knew what was said.
An old man sat at the crossing bridge, a cigar burning between two fingers. He had been perched there since dusk, watching them build their fires. One side’s flames were blue, the other’s red, and the smoke climbed to the same pale sky. The observer wondered if the moon cared whose smoke would reach it first.
The moon had seen worse during past phases. It had watched cities burn and lovers promise forever. It had listened to generals speak of peace and men whisper of war. It forgave each one the same way as it shone, then turned its face away when the sun rose.
The old man flicked ash into the dark.
“They all think they own the night,” he said.
No one heard him but the river. The river didn’t argue. It only murmured its slow reply, the kind of truth that doesn’t need to be repeated.
Further down the shore, a young man climbed a crate to make himself taller. His voice carried like brass. He spoke of broken things and stolen dreams, his arms slicing the air as if cutting through fog.
The crowd roared.
Across the river, another man stood on another crate, shouting nearly the same words but meaning something else entirely. His crowd roared too.
The moonlight hit both of them, equal and unbending. It made their faces silver and hollow, like masks at a masquerade no one wanted to attend, but were forced by their own ignorance.
The old man lit another cigar. The match flared, and for a heartbeat he saw his own reflection in the flame... two eyes, tired and small, staring back.
“You can’t outshout the moon,” he said. “It listens to all and sides with none.”
When the wind picked up, the flags on both banks snapped and tangled on their poles. A few men kept shouting, but most grew quiet, realizing their fires had dimmed. The moonlight spread across the water like a clean sheet over a corpse.
A woman appeared at the edge of the bridge. She carried a lantern with a cracked glass and asked the old man if the crossing was safe.
“As safe as anything else tonight,” he said.
She nodded and started across. Her reflection wavered beneath her steps. In the middle, she stopped and looked at the sky.
“Funny thing,” she said. “The moon don’t seem so far when it’s full.”
The old man smiled.
“That is how it fools us. It comes close enough for hope, then backs away before we can touch it.”
When she reached the other side, she didn’t join either crowd. She kept walking into the dark, her lantern swinging like a second moon in her hand. The shouting started again behind her.
She didn’t look back.
The night deepened. The old man stayed until the moon climbed higher and the stars began to fade. He knew what would come with dawn. The posturing, the noise, the proud men claiming they’d won something. He had seen it before. They would call the daylight truth, but he knew better. Daylight only exposed what the night forgave.
The river whispered on, taking the ashes and echoes out to the sea.
By the time the first light touched the water, the bridge was empty, the crates abandoned, and the two fires burned to the same gray ash.
The moon, pale and distant now, watched from the western sky. It had no side, no speech, no mercy. It was only a mirror for men who couldn’t stand to see their own reflection in daylight.
When the sun finally rose, it washed away the silver, leaving only the smoke. The old man’s footprints led off the bridge and into the reeds. He had left before anyone noticed. Maybe he followed the woman with the lantern. Maybe he followed the moon.
And by the next night, when it rose again, it was thinner and less forgiving, but still there. Watching. Waiting for the shouting to start anew.
Because it always does. The shouting will never go away, but those shouting will be replaced. Replaced by time and future full moons.